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| From Escape Artist, BkMk Press 2003 What The Story Weaves, The Spinner Tells When I look out from inside the dream and the space of the dream shines between us, I see you there, shining on the other side. The dream is a tale, a story I tell, drawing us in to a new space, encircling us in common light. When everything vanishes but the light of memory, what will protect us inside our lines, this darkly echoing space? Will it be the red handprint of our dreams hovering over our heads, this thread of a tale raveling, or the way I see your eyes shining? Fisherman, you haul your nets in the shining evening, your straining limbs pollinated by light. Princess, you descend from the tower into the tale, crumple, rise, redressed, victorious. Inside our story, we do not live in grace but dream of transformation, a new path to that open space in the grasses where we reassemble our bones, pace backward, then reclaim the panther whose shining teeth dismembered the dimensions of our dream. Third child, Grimm's little girl had it right: light is the only way to fill us from the inside out, the match in her apron pocket, the tale a bright window against the dark forest. We tell and grow new with every telling, amazed by the space we shape, the way we regard one another inside it. |
| After Years of Ethnographic Research, Professor Jones Retires to the Tropics Don’t get me wrong. Just because you see me tying on this sarong doesn’t mean the seamy sides of these natives’ lives entice me, or their soft culture— all fronds and coconuts, knives slicing down the moisture- laden fruit that drips sweetly from my lips. So, yes, I guess I’ve become a kind of fixture here, my loosened dress disguising nonetheless an academic heart. But where’s that gone? Here, where air’s hibiscus mild, I seem to lose my rubrics, notes, and plans. I take in a new world’s news on palmy sands. But isn’t this after all what I've tried to teach my students hunkered, fall and winter long? Open your eyes! I tell them. Put on an alien point of view. Make foreign skin the way you let your data come in. Like the waves around my toes— these, too, a proper tool for research—the endless flow’s a pattern you won’t learn in school. I tell them that as well. Transcribe everything? Yes, I say. You want your subjects natural, have done your best to allay their charming, native naivete? Then, of course, record. But tie the knot however you can. Do and record. No need to buy smiles from that bronzed young man. Like yours, his heart’s as free as his warm pacific glance. Go to it now. You're trained to see— you’re honed with sensitivity. Pursue each fine nuance. |
| Examining the Heat Exchange over a Mug of Tea Soon you will reenter this room. You will be showered, shaved, zipped. But for now a fractal warmth fills my porcelain cup, fills my touch, my skin's minutest whorls. Reddening capillaries activate god knows what goddess within: my sweet depths where you lose yourself— our gasps, the glow of your skin against mine. Where do we go then only to return, dazed, mussed, and set dreamily musing, so permeable to light passing through these reversible blinds I can barely reassemble myself to sit here, to hold, trace, infer with my pattern of prints this patterned, heat-bearing wall? Oh,soft, most flexible pads enabling me to be known and to know: radiance— from a mug of tea!— and the way blood carries messages, crosses pulse points, oxygenates itself so that even at my fingertips I sense my transpiring breath, but feel no sweat, nothing remarkable, just everyday touch, I/you, the warmth only our bodies can teach us, this throbbing reaching out, this hunger not to be alone in our unremarkable hearts. |
| Orchis
Opens the Book of animal castration. She knows it's not about pain, rather convenience and ancient practice: diagrams of restraint and genitalia opposite instruments of sterility curving like saracen moons. Crescent, nascent-she doesn't look too closely. There's no blood to speak of and what's implied has little to do with husbandry. The denuded bellies and poor, clipped bulbs remind her not of absence, but tulips- the ones she rushed last fall into almost frozen ground. Flags of hope, it's been a long winter. She wants to watch each stalk thrust open, unfurling first as fringes then flaring, loudmouthed cups of bloom. Petals like hide, she will see them rise, feel the earth whinny and stomp. |
| At The the dancing bears catch rings with their paws. Like a sluggish man this one sways, seems at a loss as rings cascade through the air and form a rippling sheath along his arm. The illusion comes and goes and I don't deny I almost see them as ‘real’—all of them, the bear inside the man inside the bear. Where does it end? Tigers melt through their hoops. Horses like these have outrun wolves, pulled troikas through the hardest cold and yes, the well-arched neck’s a sign of excellent training, but that cossack dangling alongside the galloping hooves, is he master of the beast or just drunk with wildness for some lost Ninotchka? Surely the rider has his sorrows—but so did my Turkish friend, on her way from who, without a word of Russian (and tanked on vodka, misery and love) found a driver to find the grave where her exiled countryman Hikmet lay. As if all it took to get her there was the name— Hikmet—a name like a talisman, an arrow through those dark confusing streets, leading her at last to the one man in all of who would take her there, where she could weep for her poet and laugh and wail, pounding the ground till well past midnight before the plane carried her on. Oh comrades, think of internationalism at its best—one human heart in time with another, one clown masking his sorrow, one dazed terpsichorean bear, or poet. The spangles are nothing. Artistry is dangerous, with or without a net. Clutching our popcorn, flashing light-swords into the dark, we stare transfixed. The tightrope walker in his burlap hood could be death himself crossing that wire, balancing his pole, each foot gripping steadily forward, the human shape within the bag stretching blindly, inching along, making it look so easy, coming toward us, whether or not we know. First published in The MacGuffin, New Decades, New Writers Special Issue, 1990, as recipient of the issue’s Best Poem Honorarium. |
| Commencement Like the boys I once saw in flinging themselves from the topmost turn of a Roman waterwheel— their arms and legs wildly akimbo, caterwauling, graceless, yet full of a coltish grace— my son casts his eyes to the ceiling, speculates about the plants, wolfs his food, restless, ready to reach the top of this one wheel's turning, his first outward launching making him nervous, skittery, unwilling to answer even the most direct question. How the waterwheel must have creaked and groaned then, beneath those Syrian boys. It was amazing, a monument turned plaything. Over and over they climbed and sailed out, shrieking through the bright air, catching the turns just so, spilling with the water but disdaining for the moment its gravity. Circumscribed by today, and less a parent than a tourist in a dusty land, I’m amazed to think of those boys as I watch him finding his foothold nearing the apogee, asking nothing, poised above the pool, casting about for the finest way down. First published in |
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